stress.. this is the first time i'm encountering so much stress.. stress in army life.. 3 more weeks before i POP.. and this 3 weeks are the most stressing week.. life range.. shooting life bullets.. if misfired during life range.. will get charge and go Detention Barracks for 7 years.. training foot and arms drill for our Pass Out Parade.. i'm not good in drills and i sucks in it! always been punished for every small little things.. i'm so afraid i'll do any wrong things and get charged.. i'm so stress!
should i sign on for Navy or Air Force? STRESS!! i'm afraid if i make a wrong choice.. it's gonna affect my future greatly.. if i sign on for Air Force.. have to study everyday because every week there's a test.. i know there's good future working in the Air Force.. but there's lots of stress.. one mistake and there goes my future..
i'm facing so much stress.. lack of sleep.. lack of rest.. i can't take it anymore.. i'm gonna break down soon.. i'm gonna collapse.. how i wish there's someone there for me.. i'm afraid i can't hold on anymore.. hurt so deep.. heart so aches.. want u here.. need you back.. i really need someone.. life is so boring.. i really dunno why am i struggling so hard just to live.. life is so meaningless.. i find no meaning in life..
Birthday coming soon.. but why i don't feel happy at all.. nobody knows.. nobody cares.. what am i feeling right now..
[[ahkenz]] `TFFK__Toughest Fastest Fighter Kenz (:
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::Name - ahkenz elvis
::Age - 20+ yrs old.
::BirthDate - 28.11.1985
::School - NYP:grad
::Likes - to die